1. 2 years ago 

   Not sleeping yet

   I feel so uneasy, so insecure. But i know you’re feeling a million more times than me.

   I dunno why but you keep appearing in my bad dreams making me jump out of bed with tears in my eyes.

   I dread feeling this way and i understand why i feel this way too.

   Coz your picture is hanging right on my wall, i look at it before i sleep every night when i knw you’re not sleeping by my side.

   I asked for it, i could have removed it to make myself feel better but i didn’t want to.

   I want to enjoy myself and put everything aside but after awhile, a part of our memory constantly reminds me that you’re not by my side.

   I dunno whether i should laugh or cry. I misssss you sooooooo much!

   Cos you’re so thoughful, so caring, so wonderful. You paid attention when I needed it.

   Waiting is painful and not only includes a persistent heart.

   But i will bear the pain, cos you’re worth it.

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My name's Louisa!
Im 17 and still studying.
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